Sunday, April 18, 2010

At peace.

I still feel like I should pinch myself to make sure this is real. We have a baby. She is healthy and safe and beautiful. When I wake up and look next to me there she is in the bassinet. Snuggly and sweet, tiny lips and perfect nose sleeping happily. I can't wait to hold her, can't get enough of her, never want to put her down. I could just sit and stare at her all day. My whole being feels a peace that I have been missing for a while. Even though I am getting up every few hours I feel like I am sleeping better than I have in a very long time. My heart and mind are not worrying and longing for a child. She is here, we are blessed..I am full of joy and contentment. It is real, and she is amazing.

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